2 irrelevant things…

I was in the shower (no no no no no just keep reading) and since my throat was hurting a bit I decided to think instead of sing. And hell, I seriously belt in the shower! I was halfway through my rendition of Ben Lee when we was on the ski trip last year, but Carmaine and Bee made me shut up. Okay, the point is, I was in the showering thinking about what I should write in my blog, since Vania said she won’t comment until I write another one tonight. And the following occurred to me:

I wasn’t this passionate about blogging (measured by the fact that usually, when I’m not singing in the shower, I’m thinking about TV or food or…”stuff”) a while ago, how come so into it now? Well, it was mainly because Dani started to blog frequently and I thought, I should too. After finding Vania’s and then having Carmaine start her blog, the “pressure” to keep posting just kept on mounting. I am a posting maniac now!

But that just all led me to the belief that I am a sheep, not a shepherd. I do things because other people do things. Okay, to clear the air, that doesn’t mean if everyone starts taking drugs and having unprotected sex, I would too, because they’re both the most idiotic thing you can do. But it does make me realize how much of a drone I am.

Would that define me in the future? Would I be another faceless office worker? No I shudder to think that. Even though I was confused as to what I really want to do for a career, I was pretty damn sure I wanted to work for myself. Whether that means freelance work or not – tough profession but summun’s gotta do it – I don’t know. But I love the thought of my own den, and just working away in an environment I am comfortable in. That’s why I can imagine – or would rather imagine – myself living with Dani or Carmaine or any other friend, because they wouldn’t be oppressive like my parents.

I’d hate to be a leader though. People have told me that I have leadership qualities. Probably do if I put my mind to it but honestly I am too lazy a person (and frankly, too indifferent to other people) to be a good leader. So no. In a tough spot, I may be able to be relied on to think up ways to salvation/safety/freedom/whatever, but otherwise, no.

Hmm, I was going to include some funny links, which was why the title was 2 irrelevant things but I just thought of another point I want to put out there.

I wrote that in a tough spot I can be relied on, but I meant in things like a large group, say like in Lost how people got…ahem…lost. I can probably keep a level head in those situations. But I am going to be talking about something else.

I want to think that I matter to someone. Not like “you matter, you’re my friend” kind of thing. But that I really matter. That someone just can’t live without me, and there is no substitute for me. Even if the feeling is temporary, I want it. I guess maybe that’s why I want a partner so much. Because they would totally rely on me to be there, just like And- and Dani. I was reading his comments to her on her blog, and I want someone to rely on me and need me the same way Dani needs him.

But okay “melo” moment over.

Here are the fun stuff.

On Tuesday I went to VET but did abso-freakin’-lutely nothing. That’s why I blogged, you know. So I went on Funny Junk and I found the following pictures:

http://funnyjunk.com/funny_pictures/7050/The+Real+Homer/
http://funnyjunk.com/funny_pictures/6975/Faxing+A+Kitty/
http://funnyjunk.com/funny_pictures/7185/Bear+Warning/ (long read but worth it)
http://funnyjunk.com/funny_pictures/7250/BRB/
http://funnyjunk.com/funny_pictures/7071/Weather+Forcasting+Stone/
http://funnyjunk.com/funny_pictures/1760/Pavement+Art/
http://funnyjunk.com/funny_pictures/7069/Untrainable+Dog/
http://funnyjunk.com/funny_pictures/948/Tiny+Cute+Hamster/
http://funnyjunk.com/funny_pictures/1673/Ninja+Kitty/
http://funnyjunk.com/funny_pictures/492/Melt+Your+Heart/
http://funnyjunk.com/funny_pictures/6870/Monkey+Bath+Time/

But, also I want to show you this really cool human snake thing, and it was done with stop motion animation, and for the Yr 12 video I seriously want to do something like that:

And finally, Vanilla Sky’s cover of Umbrella by Rhianna, which is just fantastic, and the video is not bad either (some draggy parts but otherwise a good laugh):

That’s all.

De Fluffe, Out.

P.S. I still love You more than ever.

2 thoughts on “2 irrelevant things…

  1. I don’t mean to put pressure on you to blog so much. Just blog whenever ‘cos I don’t expect you to blog every single day..

    But when you do blog, I’ll try comment every one.

    Haha. Remember, “be a sheep, not a shepherd!” 🙂

  2. You’ll find your special someone just like I’ve found mine, trust me.

    I love you, dearest. Sorry I couldn’t see you today but alas, I am in pain.

    Carmaine should have told you.

    Hopefully I’ll be there tomorrow to give you a nice, big, Martinie hug.

    Love, me.
    x

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