Thursday 1:20 am – 1:40 am

Those were the 20 most hectic minutes of my life. Not physically, but emotionally.

Did you know what I did? I called you. And when it became obvious you were hanging up on me I seriously started freaking out. So I called “Michelle” to get your home number. Bloody hell I’d wake up your entire family if I had to.

Michelle was asleep, and didn’t pick up.

I got shit scared then. I kept calling you, but you kept hanging up. 4 minutes had gone by.

I dialed 000.

As 000 was dialing, you finally texted me. At least you texted me.

Thank God you texted me. I had no idea what I would say to 000 otherwise. I don’t even know where you live.

I stayed up until 1:40 in case you wanted to again. You didn’t. I don’t know if you went to sleep or if you just sat up the whole night.

I jumped onto the computer first thing when I woke, just to see if you were okay. You emailed me at 3 am ish. You are okay.

DON’T EVER FREAKING DO THAT TO ME AGAIN! OH MY GOD DON’T HANG UP ON ME YOU CRAZY IDIOT! AT LEAST PICK UP SO I KNOW YOU’RE STILL THERE!

I know you read this.

Take CARE of yourself, dammit!

Alex.

3 thoughts on “Thursday 1:20 am – 1:40 am

  1. my dad told me that he actually heard my phone ringing last night. i wish he had woken me up so i could’ve helped out a bit. i normally wake up when my phone rings but i think the panadol knocked me out well. must’ve been a crazy night for you.

    my friend, if you’re reading this, i really hope you’re okay. if you ever wanna talk, im just a phone call away.

    Druggie…nah it’s okay. I think it’s semi okay at the moment. Right?

  2. It wouldn’t have been funny if my phone died…

    IT WASN’T FUNNY ANYWAY!!

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