Far out…

So…today I had my first exam, which was fine and all, and then 13 days til my next exam. A week of fun next week and then study for my final 2 exams.

Nearly lost my wallet again today. I was putting stuff into my bag and taking stuff out, but I forgot to put my wallet back in my bag. 2 minutes before my exam is set to start, I realized this, and had to run back out to get my wallet. Not the greatest start to exams.

Life was okay for the past 2 weeks – hence the lack of blog posts. Yep, I only write when I’m unhappy, it seems. So, what’s this? I’m on here?

I know that my life isn’t hard, bad, and maybe to some degree even enviable. (Okay not the last one.) But sometimes I wish I’d get given a break that continues being a break for at least a year.

It’s either me who has a problem, because it seems the shit happens to me, or I just happen to have the best luck to find the one bunch of people who has problems. Consecutively.

I think the previous problem that I was going through in September has basically burned out – as in, it’s gone, never to be mine again. I tried – you can’t say I didn’t – but obviously that meant squat all.

I wouldn’t say the current problem is a problem but it feels like one – unfortunately I’m at a point in my tolerance that I really don’t want to have to deal with any problems. Call me heartless, but I’m even leaning towards just giving up and moving on instead of actually solving it.

That doesn’t sound like me, even to me.

Pretty sure I’d still stick around.

I’m a horrible person to myself.

Alex.