[Hummingbird Heartbeat – Katy Perry]
I’m in one of those…okay I really should stop my musing posts like that. “I’m in one of those…”
Right now, I don’t know how I feel. I mean I know how I feel, obviously, but I’m not sure if I should feel such ways, or even think it, or if I should think that I shouldn’t think it.
And people are keeping secrets from me. I know why at least, but I don’t know what, and I’m dead curious.
I should look at this as my friends’ way of teaching me patience, a virtue I never had to lack in the first place.
I was sleep-deprived today, and took a double-shot on an empty stomach, and so spend the rest of the day on the fine line you tread when the caffeine inside you is drawing out of an already overdrawn bank. I suppose it was a good thing that I tread this line with some of my lunch group, who know me/tolerate me enough to let it slide and humor me. Otherwise that line would very soon turn angry. I would be walking the angry line. You don’t want to see me walking the angry line.
Yung Han, who may or may not mind my nicknaming him Monkey-Boy for his amazing climbing skills (and, you’ll soon learn, other fun reasons), decided today was the day he climbed a tree. Annie noticed a bunch of bananas hanging off the branch of a very un-banana tree, and Yung Han, being the smart-minded Asian that he is, decided those bananas would be wasted, and are expensive, and so he climbed the tree from which they hung, and brought it down with him – not before spending a good 20 seconds looking a bit like a stranded cat.
The bananas were the short, fat kind, dark green, smelled like fresh cucumbers, and had seeds in them.
He carried his bananas proudly to his next class.
I skipped my first tute today of the semester.
Like I said, I’m in a mood where I don’t know what my mood is, so I felt like not knowing the topic for this week seemed like a fitting companion.